Frustration & Release

I haven’t been on here for about a month. This is one of my frustrations. It’s completely with myself, because I know that I should make time to blog. I have many of these niggling, nagging, frustrations and I could put them off on other things, people, etc., but there’s always going to be a little ‘me’ in the mix.

I’ve been job hunting, missing my daughter, worrying about both my kids, cheering my son’s promotion efforts from the sidelines, worrying about my parents and sister, trying to write at least a little, finally getting to this blog, etc.

You can’t totally get rid of all life’s worries, but you can find a release.

I found mine in June of 2010. Well, maybe not found, but set it free. The strange thing is, I had been thinking about a story that was sparked by a song. Thinking about putting it down on paper, but not acting on it. Then . . . I got an invite to a group on MeetUp.com. The Golden Wannabe Writers Group. In retrospect, it came to me at the perfect time. Something I strongly believe in. I attended the first meeting to see what it was about and got hooked. The week before, I had put down the first words of my story. Through the tutelage of Janet Roots and the support of this group, I finished my first manuscript in September of 2011. I am revising it now. Taking it to two different critique groups to help me polish it and working toward publication.

There are those who think this is strange. That it’s a passing fancy. That I might be slightly off.

The truth is, I’ve always lived in my head. I’ve always been making up stories for myself going as far back as the little, red timeout stool that I sat on–a lot.

It’s hard to explain to someone what it’s like for me to write. Let me try.

Some people like to watch sports or participate in sports, some like to scrapbook (I do as well) or do other types of art. Others hike, bike, ski, do yoga, work (yes there are some that find this a release), sew, drink, smoke (insert tobacco of choice here), knit, cook, the list could go on and on. My point is, think about what gives you release from your frustrations, think about how it makes you feel.

This is what it’s like for me to write. It’s exhilarating and yes frustrating in a good way. To create a world that I hope someone else will get caught up in as I did writing it.

And then there’s the reward. The excitement I felt when I first saw the anthology my poem, My Heart’s Song, was published in, sitting on the shelf at the Tattered Cover Bookstore. The rush of pride at second place in the Creatively Crazy short story contest and having that story read by actors at the Miner’s Alley Playhouse in Golden, CO. The giddy elation that I recently had when I learned I won the September 2012 short story contest at Darker Times Fiction with my entry, No Lights, which will be published in their anthology and available on Amazon.com in the next couple of months.

I know this is not something that only happens to me, that there are people in all walks of life experiencing the frustrations and releases that go with life.

What’s your greatest frustration and how do you release it?

#iamwriting ~ RG

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2 Comments

  1. Lisa Fender said,

    October 13, 2012 at 22:18

    Robin, for someone who pretty much just started the writing quest, you are doing great! I'm very proud of you and you have seemed to find time for your short stories and poetry, now to find time for your blog! Love ya!

  2. R.G. Calkins said,

    October 14, 2012 at 22:39

    Thank Lisa! You're right, I do need to allot a little time to blog as well. The story telling is a tad more fun though.Talk to you soon. Hugs!Robin


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